close to closures and closedness
Sometimes I surprise myself.
The things I look forward to everyday a few years ago have all but lost their luster to me now.
I reckon in the not-so-distant future it’d just be the case as well with what I fancy at the moment.
I have a tendency for absolute closures. Initiatives, engagements, and interests… people, places, and things. However big its influence and presence may seem at the time, if I’m done, it’s gone.
Then something else comes along and takes its place.
These past few days, I feel like I’m at the brink of another major closure.
My gut tells me it’s due. But a big part of me tells me to tarry and think it through further.
Sometimes I surprise myself.
This time, it seems I won’t… or at least not yet…
